THIS WORLD IS WEIRD! you, kj and friends. i refuse to believe in karma. firstly, i help jy take the blame for theft. ended up? he treat his gf more important than anything. secondly, i treat kj so damn bloody good. ended up? he treat me as if i'm nothing. thirdly, i treat my 4 friends like gold. ended up? they treat me as if i'm just passing by. forthly, i treat chiwen like my everything. giving up time for my other friends. ended up? she say i treat her like shit.
what is this!?
the reason why i keep staying your house even thought i have probation cause i want to spend everyday with you. cause i cant stand my family. shouting and giving me attitude everyday. have you realised that even thought i was out and my VPO came. i still dont bothered? have you realised that i love to joke and make fun of everything because i dont want to be serious all the time?
so what if i didnt say sorry to you? does it really matter so much? is not like i have another girl outside or i have done something that is hard to forgive. you are still young. you dont have to worry about so many things. i'm a guy. i have alot of other shit to think about. have i ever throw my temper at you first? just because i write some stuff in my blog you get angry. have you ever think before you get angry?
if you want a fight BRING IT ON.
spill.
shout it,
obvious
addicted to you.
Could be your eyes.
Could be your smile.
Could be the way you freed my mind.
Your precious touch caressed my soul.
You gave me everything I need.
And now I'm lost. You said I'm not the only one for you
Please give it one more try for the sake of my love.
Let's give it one more chance cause I can't give you up.
I can't live one more day without you in my arms.
I could never find another like you.
Could be the lies.
Could be my pride.
Could be the days and nights so wild.
Could be the times I wasn't there.
And all the nights we didn't share.
And now i'm lost.
I can't sleep.
I can't live without you by my side.
So cold, So lost without you as my guide.
You made me realise I'm nothing.