haha.hmm..today went to teo heng and sing ktv with AUGUST,KJ and Randy. long time never go ktv sing already. keke. spend $50bucks today man. then so coincidence melody work there as well. haha. she didnt change at all man. just alot piercing. but she's pretty lah. haha. she is the only ex-gf i regretted breaking. she treat me super good. i say this to so many people a million times already. anyway, then after ktv we went to eat. and the food fucking ex. one dear meat hor fun $6. omg...then went to play lan and they came my house to drink martell. haha. and we played strip poker. EVENT OF THE DAY!. here are the bunch of losers who lost in the game. and randy was the ultimate loser with nothing left. of course no pics are allowed for the aftermate. haha. and of course i am the ULTIMATE WINNER!!! haha. smile.
feeling so down lately. hias. how i wish jeslin would love me one day. i really treat her super good. because of huifang. i feel that i own her so much so much. i feel so guilty and the only way that would make me less guilty is to treat another girl super good. i know many people will hate me or say bad things. but i feel that this is the only way. i feel so hopeless. will be working at ritz calton till my enlistment.
is this really happening to me? is all i can say now. feeling so hopeless, helpless and tiredness.
today was super dupa tired can. i didnt slept well the night before. i keep dreaming about packing the box all and jeslin. arghS!!! anyway, got to drag my feet to the lusy bus-stop which is crowded every single day without fail! then its was rainning so i sat another bus to work. yah. drop around TMC, my private school, then walked to ritz calton. quite a distance. then i started sleeping during work. was feeling damn tired and down. then carry like a whole dozen of heavy boxes to downstairs. haha.last day tml. as in helping JOLYN. then next 2 weeks will be helping SHAREN out.
jeslin and I are a goner. so sad. i was texting her ytd. i said to her somethings in jap and she was like oh only. then nvm. so i ask her," hmm..if all your friends were to ask you text them in the morning, will you?" JESLIN,"YEAP! YEAP!" i swear i was super down from the moment i saw those two words. anyway, i tried asking her out again. and same answer. like i say, she hot coffer and i am ice coffee. hot and cold cannot be mix together. maybe its kind of good anyway, she is still young and i dont really want to spoil her future or anything brights that ahead of her. i will be giving her flower and thats thats. after her. i dont think i will chase anyone or like anyone in the near future.
OH YA! i dont know why after working at ritz calton, all hte things huifang gave me break. first, my ear stut. second my braclet. the whole thing came off. lucky, abby(a chio bu) in my office ask her engineering friends to work it out. and thanks to her, the braclet is ALIVE! haha. but i dont think i will be wearing it anymore. i'm afraid it will drop and i will lose it. YES! its precious to me.
working skatesports on the weekends already. haha. guess i gotta save save save money.
daryl cant smile for anyone no more.
its not my friends, family or boss words that will affect my mood. its YOURS. and from the bottom of my heart.
sian. everyday standing on the crowed bus and have to squeeze together with people. morning aint so bad. but evening on the way home. OMG! anyway, today went to pack boxes downstairs. wah. everyone was so good to me. haha. SHARON! she is kind of a high rank lady. my big cousin is under her. then she was like,"daryl...downstairs very hot leh...must take fan down okay? take water also." so good. then when i was downstairs the fan dont know why doesnt seem to be working. then SHARON was like,"DARYL!....why never switch on the fan? its so hot.." daryl,"nvm lah. i can breathe." SHARON,"CANNOT CANNOT. i call someone down to fix the fan. later you tell him die die also must make sure the fan working. say SHARON say one." i was like wth. then the guy came and ask who i am to her. SHARON say i'm her son. then alot of people came down and asked if i'm okay. felt like an important person all of a sudden. haha. they are great people. then lunch break, FNF came to have lunch with me. we talked alot. and some stuff of making money. wahaha. got to sit his bloody second car soon. haha. he say very fast. dont really believe. but at least he has a car. but no licence. haha.
i miss jeslin so much can. i still remember when i first met her in ecp she was like so talkative to me. can text me even thought i didnt text her. she is really an attractive girl and she has her cute ways of making me laugh and brighten up my moody day. but she's so far far far far far far away. its nearly immpossible to reach her. get what i meant? anyway, SHARON(boss) haha. she ask me help me for another week. haha. i'm a good employee and fast worker. =)
warawa aijou otaku shikaruni otaku kyouou touhou dakara hiyaritoshita
i'm just learning japanese. its kind of nice. warawa is I. otaku is YOU. haha. hiyaritoshita is not SHIT but COLD. haha. well, boredom gets the better of you. hope i gets my hot coffee in the morning everyday and i dont want anymore cold coffee in the afternoon. =(
i'm feeling so exhausted recently. didnt had a good rest ytd. keep wakin gup in the middle of the night. ask RANDY and COFFEE out but one no money the other like dont want to go out with me. work is alot too. so many things to do. qurral with family. i needed someone to lean on and i thought it was you, but it seems that your shoulder is so cold that i cant even get close to. i seriously cannot stop thinking of her. gonna shut down from my normal life soon.
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
today isnt a very nice day at all. went my grandma's house around afternoon. went there to play mahjong. i dont really have any mood to blog today. anyway, i cant help myself thinking of her evry second today. i dont know why. =( and my parents can't help and keep nagging at me. fuck! really super moody now. tml got to work. dont know if she will text meand when can i see her again? anyway. smile.
xiang ni xing zai 0:03 fen
will you be willing to run throught the mills for me like i do?
i super super delighted today!. haha. first, i received her sms when i woke up today! hahaha. then on my way home at night, i realised that she woke up at 7am to text me. but i today work 12 o clock. she doesnt know that office working life style is weekdays only. haha. anyway, was really glad. then i actually didnt want to go to work today. but skatesports short of crew. imagine weekends should be like 7 crew? now 4 only. pathetic...
anway, she came to skate at around 5pm...6pm? then she kuku. ask her bring her friends so that my sales will go up but didnt. she say her friends dont want. haha. then i made estalla cry. that you guys dont have to know why. haha. she is a crybaby. but end of okay lah. cause i'm irresistible. haha. no lah. just kidding. anyway, now i'm home. tired and hungry. BYE! smile.