HOLD MY GOD!!! baby coming home TODAY!!! hahahaha. faster coach later then time pass fast. she would be back at 9plus. ytd damn heng. i slept like 7plus. then she called me at 10.05pm. and i woke up at 10.06pm. LOL! if not i wont be able to talk to her. ruth want to play mahjong sial. LOL! i think i staying baby house today. 8pm got some talk at nicky work place. sian. i promise him, i will go cause he played mahjong with me. dammit. LOL! anyway, i found a stupid picture of baby. haha. think she gonna kill me. alright. i shall go prepare for my lovely student. OMG! they so cute can. take number from me. then ask me go play basketball. hahaha. i told them i bring them go watch movie next week. we shall see how eh. HMG! she is damn cute!!!! LOL!
super dupa extra tired. haha. just came back from 2 coaching. wah piang. the first one is okay. the second one damn sian. i damn lazy to blog now. anyway, wanted to buy a ticket in advance but cannot. so sad. going to sleep soon. byebye. baby coming home tml. cannot wait.
HOLD MY GOD! i dreamt of baby. lol. i was playing mahjong with clicks. and waiting for her to come. lol. i cannot sleep! baby!!!! faster sit bus back. ask the driver to chiong! lol. i think thursday after my session with nick then i fly go her house already. cant tahan.
just came back from a great day i must say. haha. in the morning i went for CSO. then that person told me to go in one room and wait for stuff to be done. i ended up sleeping. then i freaking tired. and feel like lieing down. cause its damn hard to sleep on the chair. i ended up bluffing him say my grandma in hospital got to leave. and i went KJ hosue to sleep. haha. then slept until 4 headed down to sengkang to meet kelvin. he is my ex godpa. lazy to tell the story. haha. he brought me to SPA at yishun safra club. haha. pretty nice. i wanted to take pics but was pai seh. so i ended up taking one pic only. haha. the picture of the bed i laid. HAHA. then went kovan to eat frog leg porridge.
HOLD MY GOD! my miss my baby alot. i miss hugging her to sleep. making all sorts of weird noises to irritate her. playing mahjong with the noob her. trying to find excuses to go smoke. hahaha. i think i gonna fly to her house on thursday. help her unpack her stuff. then fly to her bed on friday night. hahaha. i totally have no appetite to eat. miss her dearly. we were talking on the phone yesterday before she reach check point. then suddenly the line cut off. wah. that feeling sucks man. luckily she text me using her dad hp. haha. i hoped she enjoy herself instead of thinking something eles then cry. i dont want to see her cry. i guess she needs alot more time. well..baby. i will always be here. and wear your lousy sweater to sleep, dont catch a cold.
coaching in the morning and afternoon tml. SHIOK! haha. i dont want to do CSO. freaking boring. i was telling martin.
daryl: dont call chiwen, she in genting. so wont be able to coach.
martin: wah. how you know? wah wah. (ang background: wah wah wah)
daryl: huh? no la. i called her and ask she wants to coach. then she say going genting.
martin: uh uh uh. you ah.
then all the background of ang voice come out. hahaha. super funny. well. gonna 3G that little girl later. i mean now. haha. so byebye. my sneaky photo of the bed at SPA. =D
boo! at baby's house. haven been blogging lately. damn lazy. well, i spend most of my time at baby house and with her this past week. i think we 2 damn funny ytd. cause i was kind of pissed at something then in the end it was all a misunderstanding. haha. anyway, she going genting tml till thursday. hias. sian. well. thats my update. got my baby into my life. enjoy the pictures. =D aint she sweet? LOL
had a chalet ytd. it was edwin gf chalet. she's celebrating her 21st bird day. i didnt realised it was her bird day till like 3am? haha. pretty blur eh. we played a lot, drank alot. not me. sherwin and jy. then sherwin was drunk like a pig. hahaha. we played blackjack. then lost alot. i lost 80bucks. but i not gonna pay jy back. hahahaha. i lazy to blog. think mahjong later. bye!
i felt something that night. did you?
lol. i feel like blogging. well..ytd played mahjong with bert,his friend and chi wen. haha. i damn sway. i think dong fong i kana bao already. $60. damn sian. i was singing song at first. after that i silent already. heng i covered back in the end. no win no lose. chiwen lost $20. and bert lost $60. fucking idiots. his pattern alot one. i dont know if he cheated or not but i heck care. anyway, i shall tell you guys about my dream. haha. i was in a swimming compeition. and i have a MAID. haha. i ended up waking up cause my head pain. omg. my hp bill haven clear yet. got to take money form mother already. hahahaha. randy booking out later. staying his place for the night. then tml chalet. haha. i know it sounds alttle fun. but am feeling damn sian. throat pain. haha. bye.
they say I look like a bunk. do I?
the 3 retard kings waiting for me.
coached this few days. the kids are so fun. haha. i was kind of flirting with the primary school girls. keep disturbing them. hahaha. damn funny. kids these days are more open minded, or should i say, more polluted. yeah. today after coach. i think 10 of us went to makan. then after that ang, chiwen,marcel,shawn,jocelyn and ryan i think. haha. yah. we went to play lan. haha. okay..the way the two girls play super funny. we played battlefield 2 first. then at one part, i and ang keep killing our own teammates. basically just ramming over the 2 girls. hahaha. then CS. but ang got to leave early. wanted to cab home, but still got the peak hour charge. so sat 155 home since there is a direct bus. haha. i wont be blogging often now. sian1/2 already.mum cooking chicken wing for me! haha. i dont have strenght after shouting at the kids. next week 3 more days. SAME KIDS AND SCHOOL. FUN FUN FUN. bye.
TIRED! SUPER!
just came home from coaching. today my first day at inline culture. not bad. haha. woke up like 5.15A, took a bus to katong shop and wait for ang to pick me up. i was super piss last night. i slept like 1AM cause just came home from granny house. then 2plus bert call me. twice. i didnt pick up. then came a msg. then 4plus my sis call me ask me open door for her. then i super piss already. i scream all the F la. B la. C la. all the ABC all come out. until i think my dad woke up. haha. then i go back sleep. btw, i scream in my room. super piss. already not enough sleep then all come disturb me. was suprise to see CHI WEN there as well. while i was waiting for that late ANG. he made me wait like 30mins. then went some school at yishun. shit. forgot the name of the school. near navel base. pretty fun. haha. got girl 'zu' me sial. @_@ touched! hahahaaaa..tml we heading to sembangwan. dont know whick school. then the coaching end about 12. ate with afew inline guys and played lan for awhile. haha. i OWN CS. not say OWN la. 2nd best. but my kill all headshot. hahaha. then they thought i very lousy. but ice-world totally own. cause most of the time i played ice-world with gang. haha. gonna cut my hair soon. i know i said like a long time. TML TML. think i cuting mohawk or alike. haha. my hair freaking like ugly now. waiting for my mum to get me dinner then go orh orh already. BYE!
met up with Mr. CD randy toh. haha. guess his life in CD hasnt been so bad afterall. heard he was going to take some course to become an officer. still long way. haha. then i told him. imagine two officer go out. one CD and one SAF. then he must call me sir. hahaha. yup. i chionging officer. so ended up meeting darren as well. he went for a haircut. haha. damn punk. i forgot to take photo of his hair. but i find that it doesnt really suit him. too punk already. the PUNK DARREN. haha. we played dota. AGAIN. its never boring. today abit off form. keep getting killed. nevertheless, we still owned the match. damn zai. then saw some chiobus there. they were like sitting behind me. but too bad. bunch of ah lians. =D maybe catching a movie with randy toh tml. not sure yet. shall go play my x box already. just gotten a new R-34. hahaha. BYE!
how nice if i was in lalaland forever. =)
how nice if everything was not a dream. =)seriously, idk why i suddenly started thinking of her. i wanted to tell her that i stop what i used to do in the past. that i was a changed person but i guess it doesnt change anything at all. i dont even know how to talk to her properly. i have nothing but her on my mind everyday. how i wished upon anything eles that she could love me the way i love her. i dont ven mind being her spare tire as long as i dont know. i feel that its a waste of time writing in my blog. but my dog is sleeping in my parents room. if not i always talk to surfie. as least i know surfie loves me. jeslin ho jia ling. i wonder if the day come whereby you could say you love me. but i guess its just all one sided.
had dota and mahjong session yesterday. damn fun. the dota i mean. there's two bastard child who cheated when we are playing mahjong. but they didnt cheat so much. juts cant stand people who play by cheating. ps: not those two friends of mine. cause we were playing small and hilarous. imagine someone naked playing with you during your mahjong. seriously felt like vomiting. anyway, we talked about other people after our game. then heard how 'smelly' they were when playing mahjong. yucks. true skills dude. hahaha. after that someone didnt want to send me home after we played like until 10am? so i had to sit a cab back. then they uncle damn irritating. i didnt slept for the whole day and he was like chatting with me. asking me what i just did. then suddenly he talked about girls and sex. and whether i had 'eaten' any girls all this. so i just bullshit back to him. with my eyes close. hahaha.
dont know if pussy randy is coming out tml. haha. xm is back from her lousy bintan trip. tml i guess there will be another dota match. my team's been winning non-stop. although we lost 1 game ytd but we won 2 games back. trash. LOL. =D oh yea. today idk why. so many peple calling me to ask if i want to work. first, inline asked me if i want to coach. then one day 2 hours can earn $50. so i think not bad. then later nick ask if i want to work as what trading and all. say he two weeks earn $2000 already. but i kind of lazy to do that type of job. cause got to talk alot. hahaha. i like easy money. then no need do so much stuff. then there is some unknown numbers miss called on my hp. so didnt really bother to return the call. aint she cute?
i have decided not to go to her blog anymore. i guess i have been lieing to myself about how her blog would make me smile and laugh. well, i guess i was wrong after today. i was so afraid that somehow, she will write about some other guys name and all. i was so afraid to know that am just another guy to her. i was feeling really really depressed after i saw what she write about her ex today. 1 year...and she still haven gotten over him. i guess i understand how huifang feels after all. i had to admit. but i really dont have a chance with her at all. i used to think that i might have a chance with her but i guess i was wrong. how i wished i could say this to her like some guys do. "if you love the person, as long as she is happy, you will be happy" but i cant. i couldnt take it or imagine she being with other guys. i really love her alot. so, i decided not to go to her blog or text her. but i will still be standing here, hoping for a miracle to happen. i guess i could say that i love and hate this feelings. i never felt like this before. going completely out of it because of a girl. if there is another jeslin out there. a twin. i guess i could call it a miracle.
i had one of the most scary dream of my life. haha. i dreamt that i was being chase by the military guys. and i killed alot of them. then i ran away in a cab. and the general was chasing after me. i was so scared to die. haha. and the dream is seriously damn realistic. i was sweating and my whole leg was numb when i woke up. damn frightening. =(randy going in CD tml. sian. wanted to go out with him today. but he had driving lesson. therefore, i'm home alone again. was chionging INITIAL D anime this few days. its seriously damn nice. it sucks being single. haha. seriously. well, xm had gone to bintan to do CIP. met her last night with one of her friend. i forgot her friend's name. i have STM. so sorry. hahaha. then xm told me to stay longer cause ziqi coming. but my aunty rushing me to go up and continue my mahjong. i wonder what xm will buy back for me. haha. she better buy something back for me. feeling restless. bye.
just came back from mahjong at grandma house. haha. wanted to meet xm and go sepang slack after her work. but i promised my ah ma i play mahjong with her. and end up i lost 20plus. damn. i played with 3 old ladies. my grandma, her sister and her younger cousin. i think 3 of them add up can reach 200 years old. hahaha. i didnt lose the most. my grandma's sister lost 100 i think. damn ke lian when i see her face. haha. luckily my grandma won. =D i seriously cannot imagine me losing my grandma. i already lost one grandma. and both i love so much. cause one was damn protective of me and the other is damn cute. hahaha. finally got back on my track a little. but this few days i kept thinking of her. and i seriously dont know what to say to her even thought i would do anything just to talk to her again. i seriously dont know why i love her so much. randy told me to faster go in army so that i wont be thinking too much. but i think when i go in army and think of her. i will just burst into tears in the middle of the night. HAHA. i want to get my licence soon so that maybe she would allow me to drive her to school. but i doubt she will cause she doesnt even bothers about me. =(( whatever her reply towards me is either no or idk. what eles can i do right? is either give her up or get a new girl. but i tried and i cannot do that. so how? eat shit and die? oh yeah! thats my favourite phrase when i a, scolding people in dota matches. haha. i think damn lame and damn funny. alright. shall go bath now. byes. study hard and get good results. all the best. hope you are able to pass your EOY. dont give up.
was kind of bored so decided to blog eh. meeting up with gang later. i dont know what to say to that jk when i see him. guess i will just keep quiet. =D but i guess we are getting better although we didnt said a word to each other. but i can feel that. haha. i dont know if i should go to my cousin birthday party later. its in town too. some club house. he is celebrating his 21st birthday. and my sis is asking me to stay over. i dont even know if am going. but my aunty comfirm spam my hp if they didnt see me there. they will like"aiyo....so long never see him...what happen to him? why didnt come?" and my mother will like faster save my arse and say i working or something. haha. standard. we'll see. if there's nothing to do then maybe i will head down. anyway, am going to be near ps there. that miss ang damn bodoh. ask her take MC for today so she can rest at home. then she dont want. then morning ask me take for her. so ma fan. haha. anyway, its just downstairs my house but i still have to change and go down. its troublesome. you should treat me to a big dinner or something. haha. anyway, ytd her house got clinic she didnt want to go. she say want to go my house there cause she didnt want to go home early. haha. dumbo. am getting bored bored bored. that stupid xm wanted to chat with her. then chat awhile she say want to go shit. shit come back talk abit then she say she needed to go bras basar to do somthing and later jurong. haha. i guess after her chicken poxy recover already then she became a flying bird already. staying at home is bored right xm? should mahjong before i go in army eh? let me win your money and eat ba chor mee at 85. hahaha. oh yeah. at least my long researching paid off. hahaha. now the presence is getting stronger. caused i found those songs. quite pleased at myself for finding those songs. haha. i think i should be a investigator or something. i always dreamt that i was FBI after watching those FBI show. or those secret police with a high rank. damn shiok. i thought of applying a job being a policeman. but i think again and decided not to. i mean its SINGAPORE. and i dont want to protect singapore. they are like 2 headed snake. i dont know how to explain that. you must hear my days and months of crapping about singapore then you will understand. haha. but its really cool if i could be like some secret police eh? haha. imagine me being a mole inside. like infernal affairs. kk....i gotta be realistic. haha. its no harm building castle in the air once in awhile eh. byebye! bathing soon. =D
woke up like 5plus am today. i think cause i sleep like the whole day the day before. haha. so the timing all abit screwed up. went to tampines to collect all my moneys. =DD meet up with miss ang and watched eagle eye. pretty nice show but its like all the movies nowadays, you are able to guess the ending or the story line already. bought a new ear piece with the favourite colour. haha.
keep thinking of you today. idk why. didnt have to mood to do anything from the moment i start thinking of you. i guess all i do now is listen to the songs you listen so that i could feel your presence. you played a big part in my life this year and i really wished that someday, you could brighten up the rest of my life with your smile, your laughter, your nonsense, you chitty-chat mouth and the midget you. i guess am gonna hold on to you till i dont have the strength to hold on anymore.
i did a dumb thing yesterday. haha. i went to your friendster and searching for you ex throught all the comments posted but couldnt find it in the end. but i saw some idiots comments. and i was thinking to myself. am i like them? truth to be told. i hate to be common people. something like i hate to go with the flow. like most people do A i will do B. something like that. idk why also. and moreover the people who send you the f up comments are like ah bengs? and i really really hate people like them. and i really really didnt want to be like them. hmm...i think you guys will like huh? is daryl abit sot sot tay. haha. anyway, am sleepy already. off to lalaland. byes!
you never fail to make me smile whenever i read your post. =D
its been a great and not so great night i must say. well, the great thing is played dota and hang out with friends the whole night till the next morning? LOL. mother always used to say, come home early eh? well, morning=early. haha. guess some of you might not get it. and the not so great part is, you beginning to be a torn in my flesh. i seriously cannot stand your attitude towards me. i kept silent the whole night so that i would not go crazy you know. dont make me turn my back on you. say i'm shallow or whatever. go and think about your actions before you start spitting your so called brilliant words out. >:(
and stop saying that people dont understand when you didnt even explain yourself. or issit you are lost at words and didnt know what to say. so your last resort is "you dont understand lah" or issit people are too stupid to understand what your trying to say cause you are too smart. oh i forgot! the brilliant english spoken person is YOU. and i'm the barbaric guy who doesnt know anything. who only resorts to violence. and if i didnt change to be a better man or friend than i was before. you would have been in the hospital tonight and our friendship is like a broken chopstick. get that in your freaking skull!shall cut my frigging hair soon. its getting longer and longer and longer. i think my hair grow damn fast siol. and my leg is freaking stinko from the stupid rain. shall go dip dip it with my baby johnson shampoopoo. =DD