tell me. have you ever loved and lost somebody? wishing there was a chance to say i'm sorry to you. i guess whatever i do or say. the impression of me is still there. i cant seem to forget you. and i dont want to forget you. you see jeslin. i dont want you to be just a memory of my past. i want you to be the memory of my future. i really hoped all the dreams i had in future would have you inside. even if we are together in my dreams, i would be happy too. at least, everyday i get to see you in lalaland.didnt nothinging today. rotting at home. but i have learnt a new skill from randy toh. quite powerful. haha. alright. bye.loving someone is easy. letting go is hard.
the only time i get to see you was in my dreams. and even in my dreams you refuse to talk to me. it brings me down. what am i to do? your still deep within me.sorry huifang. its just that. we dont really suit each other. no matter how many times i tell you. in the end, it wills till be back to square one. i dont know whats wrong with you yesterday. but it seems like you were damn despo, and i hate those types of girls. althought i know you're not like that. but to be honest. am really sorry. cause i really love jeslin alot.
it made me realised about something.aint everyone is perfect.we got to love the disadvantages of you.
stop confusing me.why do i still love youwhy do i still miss you now and then?why there's a sour feeling whenever i think of you?why must we be kept a distance away?i want to wrap my arms around you.jeslin.
its time to leave you behind. i guess i just made another mistake in my life..that was falling in love with you..i guess we all had to go different paths..thats why i wont remember you..cause you are nothing but another person..
went to watch mirrors yesterday with miss ang. its pretty nice. just that the ending was abit stupid. every ghost show that had came out. usually their endings are stupid. as in, like the story didnt even. the ghost didnt/haven died or the person became the ghost. standard. but the show is nice so just watch it. haha. and somemore is $6 only. haha. then went to find JY playing badminton. they lost every game. haha. lousy papaya. but JY was sick. haha. damn funn.y then we saw someone played like a sissy. i took a video but deleted it anyway. sister was good today. bought me fishball soup. wah. like once in the blue moon she will buy for me without me asking her to buy. somemore treat me eat. my english today abit broken eh. idk why. lazy to write in proper sentence. anyhow, this are some really stupid pictures of me and miss ang. realised i dont know how many 1000 years didnt upload a photo. =D i used to love pictures storybook when i was a kid. =D ciaosthis crazy girl keep talking to me about babys' the whole day.
HIHI! life's getting better. i guess one person could really do alot of things. thanks miss ang. well, she came my house the day before. we talked alot alot. then she followed me to counseling and something came up after my counseling. i must admit. augustine is really a master handgun. really. i lazy to talk about it. but in the end, all thanks to randy,kj and ME! all turn out well. haha. we had our mighty steamboat. wah. its really worth it when money jumps out of your pocket. but its cool. we manage to hide a few things like my wonderful red chili and the tom yam cube. haha. we headed to randy house after getting the food. august was the first to eat finish. freaking useless. but before that he ate old chang kee. then darren followed by kj and miss ang. haha. after my smoke. i and randy carry on with like 30 meatballs in the boat. haha. i ate until i feel yucks. then randy stop soon after. haha. i was so full and tired that i slept on the sofa. the best part of the steamboat is there's only one mini bowl of rice for me. wth right? randy didnt cook more rice. to me rice is freaking important. haha. and best part. no ice for the drinks! @_@ call himself a host. hahaha. i think he will come and scold me. and i think he dont want to be a host anymore. because, we didnt help him wash after steamboat. hahaha. we quickly chiong out of his house. by then its was like 11pm. sorry randy. my mother ask me go home hang clothes. =D angster came my house till about 3am. and i was sleeping like a pig then. didnt really know what's going on in my house.today! haha. i stayed at home the whole day. didnt go CSO again. i got a warning. OMG. i still left like 70hours? 66hours to be exact. haha. sian. then miss wong came my house. talk alot of stuff about family. then sent her down and talk again. hahaha. ciaos. i guess am going for a movie tml. if not i can die. like 1000000years never walk into cinema. i guess its too expensive. sucks. i HATE SINGAPORE. HAHA! byebye. btw, put your name in the tag-board if you want to tag. dont leave nasty comments cause i dont give a fuck. if you cant be bothered what i write then dont come in my OBVIOUS REASON SPILLS in the first place. hahaha.
oh yeah! i found someone the same pattern as you sial huifang. haha. damn funny. i think gone case one. not you lah. i mean she. =D ciao! cranky me. =DDD
WHOO!! just came back from a wonderful dota game. i was at home today the whole day cause gang didnt call me to go down play dota at DOME. fuck sial. was rather pissed at them. so i slacked at home till like 10? then i went HIGH to meet jy instead. haha. played like 3 round dota. but considered 1 round cause i keep leaving the 2 games. wahaha. they was damn pissed. i gave excuse like, eh, my com suddenly hang sial. idk why. haha. then they fucked up. then i had not enough cause my LUNA was OWNING. hahaha. so we went sepang bedok to eat. the bloody chicken wing damn nice. but i dont know why today got to wait so long. then bert came back. so me,sherwin,bert and jy went DOME. haha. cause 24hour. wah. SHIOK. we from 3am played till 7am. haha. shiok sial. my LUNA damn power. then end up different team with yang. he one time finger death me i died. but last game. i and bert trashed them. hahaha. POWER EH? xm, you should play dota. its damn fun. then ask mel play also. i wanna challenge her clan. haha. OH YEA! my noodle has been on the table for like 10pm till now. sorry mother. haha. i go eat now. Hmm...abit cranky eh? cause my head splitting like coconut for 3 days. idk why. damn fucking pain. but can ren. hahaha. byebye! not going for CSO later. =D
ADDICTed to DOTA and you.
bored! its weird. when am working. people keep asking me out. and when am not working, people dont ask me out. stupid arse eh. and my head is splitting like a coconut this 2 days. freaking pain. its like someone is cracking open your head and skull. OMG! i think i have brain cancer lo. hahahaa. serious. thats the result of super late night sleep. like 11am in the morning go lalaland. haha. stupid eh? no mood to work nowadays. so haven been working like 3weeks. money is depleting. how how? haha. abit crazy eh. byebye.i still miss you. miss msging you. miss hearing your voice when i irritate you. =(
do I deserve a second chance?it feels like the end of days of me these dew weeks. haven got the mood to go to work. cant sleep properly. can someone tell me what to do? i thought everything is gonna be fine. but i guess i was wrong, its not fine at all. i feel that i'm getting more and more crazy as each day passes. what am I to do?someone told me that this is a karma. but i seriously dont believe in karma. i guess there is a day where everyone falls down. but i cant seem to get up on my feet. my legs are tired. my body is weak. if i were to exchange everthing. i would give my life. it isnt about being mature or immature. is how the way you look at things. you got it all wrong. then i ask you back. if a guy in his 30s race on a singapore road, does it shows that he is immature too? its illegal to speed. you tell me how? i guess now aug and me are fucked up. cheer up aug b.
think i got to pace me up and get back in track. dammit. i seriously hate ,yet. sometimes i wonder, why izzit the girls that i love, i couldnt be with them. while those girls i dont love, chase me. i sometimes wish that they could change. is that my karma? i dont believe in karma. if jeslin was my gf. i willing to quit STTR. i seriously do. i dont want to play with another girl just for the sake of being with her. its meaningless. take yaoyao for example. i already fuck up her life. i dont want another girl to be like her. i'm already down on my knees. head on the floor. begging you to give me a chance, but you just wont. i'm lost. i'm cold. i'm like a living dead. but i dont know. i think that killing would only vent my anger for awhile. i already done alot of things and i think that you wont like. i dont want to be an irritating person in your eyes. got myself a gucci shoe. prada T-shirt. LV belt. but so what? there's an emptiness inside me.fuck it.
just came back from outing with sherwin.aug,kj and randy. well, i went to change my bag with JY at herren. end up didnt go club cause i really feel its no point wasting money. and what? people go there to sleep with girls and dance. fun mehs? so i decided to go hui yi meet sherwin, freedy,edwin and wan rong. they drank a barrel tiger. i think i only drank 2 cups at first. then after that they went out to smoke and buy ciggy. left me alone, enjoying the music. then there's this waitress came. her name was laura. we talk talk then after that sherwin came back and she went another table. haha. then i ended up drinking with her when she came back to our table. i ended up drink like 5 or 6 cups. then i went out to relax. caus ei seriously hate drinking beer. then after awhile she came out and she asked for my number. cause she want to drink martell with me next time. then we left for park lane, pick up randy,aug and kj. we wanted to play lan but they dont have membership card. and i only can bring one person in, so ended up slacking around. haha. we like drive around for 2hours. so kind of relaxing day lah. well, your the 2nd girl then i really really love alot. but it seems you doesnt even show abit of concern or what. i guess you just wanted to bring friends with me. i think i know something about myself and girls. they more i fucked care the girl, the more she likes me. and whwn i show them alot of concern and all, the more they kept their distance. i mean i really dont understand girls now. sometimes i admire my friends. they still can like have fun and play with girls cause they dont even have any ex like that. i think its pretty cool. unlike me, i played with girls till i dont know what the hell they are thinking. somemore its the first time i chased a girl with the age gap. i guess she have her own thinking and i have my own. like what jing yang and sherwin told me. at that age and the age is different thinking. but i told them one thing. i cant help but keep falling for you. i didnt want to give up but i dont know what to do as well. and i seriously shows no interest in other girls. just let nature takes it course? cause i dont even dare to ask you out anymore. so how? wendy told me to give her up as well. but i cant help it. so yu tell me how? or you're like randy, just want people to fall for you thats all? thats all i have to say to you. you want to respond to me, i will be grateful to you. so i can get my life back on track rather than sleepless nights. its been a long time since i have been like this, and i hate this feeling. are you seriously that blur and innocent or are you just avoiding and cant be bothered? huh jeslin?i seriously lost all directions in life.
haven been sleeping for like 26 hours i think. haha. i dont kno whwy. just now played mahjong with JY and WENDY. omg. we like played for fun. end up i lost freaking 30cents. then WENDY clear chips. hahaha. she sucks at mahjong, i swear. yah. we played 3 people only cause i ask my sis to buzz off. hahaha. i think we are going clubbing later. never been to club cause i hate it. but since its the first time, so just have a look eh? and fuck! my bag the zip spoil. fuck up. i knew this kind of bag the zip fucked up. but its too tempting thats why i bought it. it seriously is damn nice lah. hahaha. think am going town to change it later. stupid arse girl.
what am i to you?just came home after playing dota. pretty fun.i guess she has someone in her heart that cant be replaced. i fucking hate this feeling that am having thats why i seldom chase girls so seriously. and even so, sometimes i feel that i dont deserve her. she doesnt even know me. and kept keeping a distance away. i seriously dont know what to do but just kept eating and eating. sleepless nights again. she doesnt even seem one bit interested in me and i kept acting as if nothing is happening. but i dont know. if a girl doesnt bothers in you, she doesnt want to meet up with you, she dont text you even thought she replies your msg, this shows only one thing. she cant be bothered whether you love her or not. and i just found out there is someone in her heart, i dont know what to do anymore. my tears started to flow today. its been few months since i last cried my heart out. i dont want to let her go but i dont want to go on acting as if she does shows a little interest and lieing to myself. jeslin, if you read this can you like ask me to fuck off or something if you dont like me at all? every morning i dream of you. either at a pub or going out together and i always didnt want to wake up. how nice if i could live in the dream with you forever. you didnt want to meet me because your shy or simply dont want to? am scare to even ask you out now. so, tell me what to do? what am i to you? simply just a normal friend?
you shut my door my life.
slept at home till 5 today. am not a pig. cause i slept like 11 or 12pm. then woke up once in awhile. couldnt sleep at all. idk why. met up with gang at about 6pm. then dota. was kind of piss for going back early so i went to meet JY. haha. went to hui yi. i didnt drink cause i hate beer. its gives a disgusting taste to your mouth and it stays in your stomach. yucks. thats about it lah. not really in the mood these few days. haha. hopefully my gang can come up with something funny and bring the JR back. LOL.
i wanted to post a description of my best friends but decided not to. and post some of my thoughts instead. some are hidden so sorry. =) the post is abit fucked up so best is not to read eh?
sometimes i wonder, have i became a changed person from before? i keep asking myself do i really love her? because i dont want to break another heart. nor do i want to keep changing gf. my friends sometimes calls me a flirt. i kept saying am not. but after i sat down and think i think i am. REASON: cause last time whenever i chase a girl, its like anyhow only. if she wants to be with me then be with me. dont want just fucked off. and to think of it now. my love life. i only love 3 girls in my life before. huifang, jasmine and jeslin. and i shall spill all out now. fuck. i dont even know if i want to post this out. maybe certain parts.
Huifang: the reason i broke up with her is because she doesnt have a mind on her own, too sensitive in EVERYTHING, doesnt trust me no matter what i said or do, keep comparing me with other guys, too childish, and usually what i would say to cover everything. fucked up. i guess i stayed with her so long because i seriously wanted to settle down with her already. i would say i did my part as a boyfriend already. i really try my best. guess we just doesnt suit each other.
Jasmine. i lazy to talk about her.
Jeslin. i dont think i will be with her based on my theory. but nevertheless, i dont know why she is the only girl in my life that i could find myself happy and laughing whenever i talk to her. ANYTHING. even thought those words would make me sad but i dont know why i find it so funny. to be honest. none of my friends said she is pretty and even i find her kind of ugly. but i just feel this feeling pulling me towards her. she's super cute and attractive from the way i see her. YES. last time i used to chased her. but it was like heck care type. but this time i dont know why the more i talk to her, the more i love her and love her and love her. i kept asking myself, do i love her? is she worth it? i didnt know last time. but now yes. she's worth it. i have this feeling of sour, sad and happiness each time i spoke with her. i dont know this kind of feeling and not even with huifang. and i guess she was the only girl that am willing to vomit out blood after like one zillion attempts of asking her out. and her answer would be idk or no. yah. i guess she can be irritating sometimes with the idk. but she still make me laugh in the end. it was she that make me couldnt sleep again. and i freaking hate the feeling of sleepless nights. and like i said before my post, i really would give anything just to hear her say how she feels. although i somehow know the answer would be idk or no. but i just want to hear it. yeah. my friends call me barbarian and violent but i dont know why i want to cry when she say those words. i really love her.
BORED BORED BORED!!!
i have wasted $14 on cab doing nothing! damnit. went hougang to do CSO. but in the end i forgot to bring my paper so i didnt know where. after that went to jy house. then the dad came home and i left. ended up back home. and all my friends are sleeping like a PIG. ALL! i cannot believe it sial. except kj and darren schooling. luckily you kept me companyed. haha. thanks. think gonna grap something to eat. and am not leaving my house unless someone come to pick me up. seriously. am hungry!
JUST FOR LAUGH! AUGA BOY! is it nice? today been a great day for ME!~got myself alot of things. burberry polo. tokidoki T-shirt. ted baker T-shirt. G star jeans. haha. went out with JY and bert. damn cool. wanted to meet up with kj and randy but too late already. OH YEAH! i got myself a new bag. its super cool. i didnt know it was FOURSKIN(i hate the brand) until i making payment. then the girl pass me a fourskin bag. haha. then jy and bert saw some fuck up things. but she was standing in front of me and i didnt see! SIAN! @_@ oh yeah. then in front of the bag there is this sticker like thing. so i took 3 of my AX shirt the strap and pass on my bag. DAMN COOL! haha. tml am going to get one for her, if she finds it nice. seriously damn nice. i have been seraching for a similiar bag for ages. haha. and the stock that came in is limited. 4 only. thats what the girl told me. haha. then i ask her the most stupid question. i ask her if the bag is nice. hahahaha. i dont know why am so excited about my bag. damn cool. really. oh yea. then we went to play dota till 4plus AM. hahaha. cause something happen to KJ and RANDY. then slack at hong kong cafe till 6plus and now am home. actually my main purpose is to post about my bag. damn cool damn cool. hahaha. i think my bag and mooncake can fight. wahahaha. CIAOZ! am going orh orh already. super tired.
this is something i want to write for you and only you. i dont know if you read what i post long long time ago about my bros and my ex. i used to say this. "bro/gf, if someone were to shoot a bullet at you, i would take the bullet for you" thats what i told them last time. "baby, i will love no one eles but you" thats what i said to my gf last time. "we will be the best of friends and nothing will bring us down" is what i said to my best friends.today i learned something. it just came to me out of nowhere believe me or not. and i dont know what am about to say is true or false. i just go by the feeling inside me. if someone really shoots a bullet at my besti or my gf. i really dont know if i would dive in to save them because it didnt happen. imagining things that happen and the things that you experience in real life is both different things. its like you listen to a CD and going to a real live concert, the atmosphere is different. its like what most people would say, if a car rushes at you, you would just dive and avoid it. but when it happens, you will just stand there and think what to do when your mind is blank. cause i nearly got run over by a car recently, luckily the car stop in time.and if someone says to you that he/she loves you and only you. well, i think thats not true ,because you wouldnt know what you would think in the near future. and you cannot foresee the near future. i always believe this. and i believe that if you have trust in the relationship, you would just go on and not doubting what the near future brings. and if you say i love you to someone you love. it should be meant from the bottom of your heart at that time and not saying it just for the sake of saying it. if my KJ knew what am saying, he would knew why i gave the 8 boxes to her. and to my besti: i seriously hoped that we could be best friends and go to each others wedding, being a VIP guest or sitting at a red table. bringing our kids and wife for some shopping. meeting up and catching up on weekends. but what we can do is imagine and hoped. being a couple or husband and wife, there is much giving and taking. that goes without saying for best friends as well. and we cant say that we will be best friends 10 years down the road. look at jy or javier? or even some of your long lost best friends. you might say something similar to them last time, how about now? well...i guess some of you guys dont really understand what am saying. but seriously, we got to be realistic in this world especially Singapore. come on! if you want to hear sweet words, i bet every guys or girls even RETARDS can say sweet things to you. but i bet you, not everyone could face the ugly things they see or ugly words they hear. if someone told me all my bad habits and fucked me upside downs because of my idiotic action. i can tell you, he's not my enemy, he is my friend. what choices we made now. affect our future. what decision or what we say, affect others in one way or another. what action we do, reflects on our self. therefore..after all these years. i only remember among the billions words my parents said to me. "think before you do" just 4 words and it describe so much. most people say action speaks louder than words. but i think that sometimes words speak louder than action. depending on the person who says this. the other phase i would want to tell you. ignorance is bliss.goodnights, Jeslin Ho Jia Ling
just came back from senpang bedok. jy called me about 5pm and ask if i want to head down town. at the time i already feel like light up a stick. so i quickly say okay so that i wont think of smoking. haha. quickly went to have a bathe and soon sherwin came. then we headed down to ceni to do somethings.
i suddenly remember she was at taka. so i withdraw 20 bucks and pass to her to sit cab home. cause i think she's pretty tired. but in the end i think her dad picked her up.
goodnights guys.
kind of feeling fucked up now. idk why. i think it must be you. i seriously dont know what your feeling towards me. as in i dont want to know if you like me or what. just want to know if you find me irriating for msging and trying to meet you everytime anot. then you keep avioding me? if thats the word to use? i dont know man. to me, if you really dont want to see me, i rather you just tell me. but i dont know. thats why i just keep quiet.
A POEM JUST FOR YOUI still see your face in my dreams
It hurts and it doesn't help at all
I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems
I want you to catch me when I fall
I still remember the first time we met
There was something so different about you
Your friendship was something I wanted to get
That smile when you said hi to me was so new
Out of no where you called me on the phone
I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever
You were so new, so crazy and unknown
I just knew that our friendship would never sever
Two years and we are barely holding it together
What happened to the way this all used to be
I never wanted you out of my like ever
I sat there for a long time pretending not to see
We decided to go out and make it all all right
It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't
We couldn't even really stand each others sight
It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't
I miss you and everything you were to me
Ten years from now we will look back on it all
We will be older and finally be able to see
That love will stand the test of time and never fall
was freaking drunk yesterday. haha. the 3 of us sort of finish one bottle martell..darrena and pym didnt drink much eh. when to some pub in serengoon. i kind of like it cause there isnt much people. but one thing sucks is that their mixer is all can and bottle. kind of shit. haha. then after we drunk i could barely stand but still made it to the kopitiam with randy to have hor fun. aug,darren and pym went home. after eating i use all my last strength to climb the overhead bridge to wait for a cab. haha. luckily it was near my house. but by the time i reach home, i vomited the hor fun all out. then went to sleep till 1plus. woke up and have a chat and some food. then when back to sleep. its really dman hard to sleep. cause am not drunk and not sober. the feeling is like floating in the air but pretty uneasy feeling. haha. meeting randy soon. so takecares. =)
hahaha. LEE KUAN JING AND AUGUSTINE, am gonna say goodbye to marlbour red and LM red. haha. am joining RANDY AND DARREN. i think the 5 of us should have 2 groups, one smoking kaki and non-smoking kaki. as the one who started the earliest, i will be the first to quit. =DD shocking eh?
i think people might think that am crazy. posting and didnt want anyone to see. but i dont know. i just think that its my blog and i just want to read it on my own sometimes.and here's the thing. i think many of my best friends or even jeslin herself might think that i want to be with her. but i guess you guys are wrong, especially my besti. guys, am not wanting to make her fall for me or be touched or whatever by giving her chocolates. its just, she wrote it in her blog and obviously i know its just joking. but something inside me tells me to give it to her be it she likes it or not. it just tell me to go get a few boxes for her. its just as simple as that. it didnt even cross my mind that once i gave it to her, she will like"wah!" then fall for me. then we are together. its not the case. i just want to give it to her. no other thoughts or motive. as simple as that. its just like giving a present to your mother without an occasion.secondly, even if jeslin love me now. i dont want to be with her. i want her to feel the feeling of being chased, the feeling of being special and the feeling of love. guys, i know you will be laughing at me cause thats so secondary school. but you guys look back at me when i was in secondary. i was such a flirt although i didnt admit it. i didnt know the feeling of chasing a girl or coaxing a girl. you guys get the point? i know i used to say this. DONT READ ME LIKE AN OPEN BOOK CAUSE I AINT A FAIRYTALE. but i really want my gf and me to have a tale to talk about. to be proud about. to be able to tell others how we first met and all. i dont want my relationship now to be just a casual. put it in a ugly word. fuck and ditch her. i want it to almost perfect. and am trying very hard to make it happen. thats why sometimes i get pissed off when you guys says that i just want to chased jeslin or am doing too much. because you guys aint me. you guys dont know how i feel or what i want. and i dont know if jeslin msn nick is talking about me. but if its so. i just want to tell you. am not making you feel touch. even if at the end of the day, you rejected me. i will still feel a little happy. cause at least there's one girl in my life that makes me go to a extend to do so much things for her. and i'm very serious about quiting smoking. no girl ever made me quit smoking before except for one which made me quit for 3 months. and i really want to show you how special jeslin is to me, and i dont know how to do that but quit the thing i kind of like the most. smoking. sometimes i feel so so so so lost. because i never really chased a girl before and i dont know what am doing is right or wrong. whether its irritating or not. whether she likes or doesnt. and sometimes i wonder if am doing all this for who? she doesnt seem interested in my life or what i do. sometimes i just feel an emptiness inside me. i think KJ knows what am talking about. this emptiness. it really makes one go crazy to the max. and i really really want to know how you feel towards me. i meant fuck. your blog doesnt even writes about me. and i try to meet you every time, i dont know if she hates it or what. and i dont want to be an elephant skin. but sometimes i just want to see her smile in front of me. idk why. but end of the day. i still want to say this. i will try to love you my whole life jeslin ho jia ling.
uhmm..kind of not in the mood to blog. so yeah. feeling lost and lost and lost. yet, sometimes i dont even know or realised what i had done or been doing. so near yet so far. takecares.
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
Daniel Bedingfield: If Your Not The One