i guess she has someone in her heart that cant be replaced. i fucking hate this feeling that am having thats why i seldom chase girls so seriously. and even so, sometimes i feel that i dont deserve her. she doesnt even know me. and kept keeping a distance away. i seriously dont know what to do but just kept eating and eating. sleepless nights again. she doesnt even seem one bit interested in me and i kept acting as if nothing is happening. but i dont know. if a girl doesnt bothers in you, she doesnt want to meet up with you, she dont text you even thought she replies your msg, this shows only one thing. she cant be bothered whether you love her or not. and i just found out there is someone in her heart, i dont know what to do anymore. my tears started to flow today. its been few months since i last cried my heart out. i dont want to let her go but i dont want to go on acting as if she does shows a little interest and lieing to myself. jeslin, if you read this can you like ask me to fuck off or something if you dont like me at all? every morning i dream of you. either at a pub or going out together and i always didnt want to wake up. how nice if i could live in the dream with you forever. you didnt want to meet me because your shy or simply dont want to? am scare to even ask you out now. so, tell me what to do? what am i to you? simply just a normal friend?
spill.
shout it,
obvious
addicted to you.
Could be your eyes.
Could be your smile.
Could be the way you freed my mind.
Your precious touch caressed my soul.
You gave me everything I need.
And now I'm lost. You said I'm not the only one for you
Please give it one more try for the sake of my love.
Let's give it one more chance cause I can't give you up.
I can't live one more day without you in my arms.
I could never find another like you.
Could be the lies.
Could be my pride.
Could be the days and nights so wild.
Could be the times I wasn't there.
And all the nights we didn't share.
And now i'm lost.
I can't sleep.
I can't live without you by my side.
So cold, So lost without you as my guide.
You made me realise I'm nothing.