ALRIGHTY PEOPLE! deciding to go back to my posting blogs days after i have put up the password. haha. actually its only for me to read and some buddies of mine. cause i have been getting insults from my boss. i cant stand him and decided to put up password so that he can just shut his freaking mouth. hahahaah! ^_^
first of all, my buddies and I were hanging out for the past few days. and this pretty lame guy keep comparing the appearance, whether girls will like and all the BS. i mean its not really how handsome you are or how ugly you are. i think its just a basic theory of whether you look appealing to the girls eyes. YEP. that's my point of view.
i thought of turning gay at first. but on second thought, i doubt so. because why? the world would look down on you. i mean lesbians are hot. but gays are turn off. i mean what kind of BS is that? but most of the time, gays are better looking than most guys. idk why. its cool thought.
and me? well, some people say that am above average. but i think am freaking ugly to be honest. although am putting up a strong front every time, but deep inside, am afraid. am afraid of people laughing at me, am afraid of losing out to some people, am afraid to break a girl heart. that's why. i only have a few friends. and they are my closest friends. without them, there is no me. sometimes to me, they are more important than anything in my life. that's why i always stand up for them. and even if they keep making a joke out of me, i will still do my part for them. i know this is super gay. but i still want to say this. I LOVE YOU GUYS. ^_^
hmm...in the mist of redecorating my blog. soon there will be password. haha. so that some bastard child wont be able to see what i wrote and all. well...thats about it. have fun NOOBS.