today was super dupa tired can. i didnt slept well the night before. i keep dreaming about packing the box all and jeslin. arghS!!! anyway, got to drag my feet to the lusy bus-stop which is crowded every single day without fail! then its was rainning so i sat another bus to work. yah. drop around TMC, my private school, then walked to ritz calton. quite a distance. then i started sleeping during work. was feeling damn tired and down. then carry like a whole dozen of heavy boxes to downstairs. haha.last day tml. as in helping JOLYN. then next 2 weeks will be helping SHAREN out.
jeslin and I are a goner. so sad. i was texting her ytd. i said to her somethings in jap and she was like oh only. then nvm. so i ask her," hmm..if all your friends were to ask you text them in the morning, will you?" JESLIN,"YEAP! YEAP!" i swear i was super down from the moment i saw those two words. anyway, i tried asking her out again. and same answer. like i say, she hot coffer and i am ice coffee. hot and cold cannot be mix together. maybe its kind of good anyway, she is still young and i dont really want to spoil her future or anything brights that ahead of her. i will be giving her flower and thats thats. after her. i dont think i will chase anyone or like anyone in the near future.
OH YA! i dont know why after working at ritz calton, all hte things huifang gave me break. first, my ear stut. second my braclet. the whole thing came off. lucky, abby(a chio bu) in my office ask her engineering friends to work it out. and thanks to her, the braclet is ALIVE! haha. but i dont think i will be wearing it anymore. i'm afraid it will drop and i will lose it. YES! its precious to me.
working skatesports on the weekends already. haha. guess i gotta save save save money.
daryl cant smile for anyone no more.
its not my friends, family or boss words that will affect my mood. its YOURS. and from the bottom of my heart.