was super tired recently. sleep for 2 hours yesterday. becasue of mahjong of course. haha. the game is addictive. haven eaten much until ytd. went my gradma house and ate. my gun and throat still hurts but its better after drinking a ton of the medical tea. liang cai...and i kept losing mahjong over at my grandma house. sian. then my aunty all ask me go temple pray cause i'm horse and this year it isnt very good for me. they told me on the new year but i told them that i didnt believe this type of things. but well. i have nothing to say now. luck hasnt been very good. and everything i have done is falling apart. just let it be. then after grandma house came home and played mahjong again at 12am? lost 5 bucks. then after the game i realised i only have 2 hours of sleep before i go work. in the end, i didnt went work. sorry hafis....was seriously tiring myself out. spend the whole day at home today. sleeping of course. working at riz calton tml.
sometimes, i feel life is so boring. when i was a child all i can do is study study study. get all the beating from my parents. and keep studying like there is no life left. we study all the way till we are like what? 20? come out work then? life is basically study, work and die. no study=no work. no work=no money. no money=end of life. just feel that singapore forces the kids too much these days. and i finally realised that i hate singapore. everything goes up. ERP charges and all. then my neighbour told me that last time singapore bought their sand from indonesia was like $5(go by meters) then now its like $60. goes up $55. then i was thinking that singapore buy sand to built more condos. and imagine everything goes up and condos are like 2million pls now. how the hell are singaporeans going to buy? and singapore keep letting to blacks fuckers and forigners to work. then how the hell are singaporeans going to find a better job or at least a job? thats my theory of a fuck up sinagapore. smile.