reasons
Thursday, February 21, 2008 ♥♥
in my whole life, i have two regrets. first is that i didnt study hard when i was in primary 6. allmy basketball friends went to maris stella high but me? seperated from them adn when to a lousy school. montfort. i tried to get over it for a long time and came my second regret in life. is to be with her. i really love her alot but she didnt see that. we were once happy and carefree. didnt care what others say about us and had plans for our life. but it's all gone gone gone. i feel so lost now. i dont know how to get back on my feet again. i tried looking strong everytime i fall. but this time i really couldn't get back on my two feet. its so hollow inside. why couldnt she be mature about us and all. am i not a good boyfriend? am i not a caring boyfriend? am i not a thoughtful boyfriend? i did everything and all sort of things i never even do to a girl before. but why its never enough? you saw me wrongly. i am not happy at all. you didnt understand the pain i am going through now. i had to let you go because in 5 years time, we will still be the same. and that you counldnt understand. you keep saying your trying to change but its been so long and its bullshit. i didnt want to leave you at all but you keep fucking me up. i dont know what to do anymore. tml is my court and i feel like i'm in space wandering aimlessly. i have lost all faith. i have lost my soul. because i have lost you. i didnt hold you tight enough. and that i didnt blame you at all. call me a bad guy. call me bastard. call me whatever you want. but in the end. you will realise that its me who have lost everything because of you.
spill.
shout it,
obvious
addicted to you.
Could be your eyes.Could be your smile.
Could be the way you freed my mind.
Your precious touch caressed my soul.
You gave me everything I need.
And now I'm lost.
You said I'm not the only one for you
Please give it one more try for the sake of my love.
Let's give it one more chance cause I can't give you up.
I can't live one more day without you in my arms.
I could never find another like you.
Could be the lies.
Could be my pride.
Could be the days and nights so wild.
Could be the times I wasn't there.
And all the nights we didn't share.
And now i'm lost.
I can't sleep.
I can't live without you by my side.
So cold, So lost without you as my guide.
You made me realise I'm nothing.
clicks,
XIAOMINRANDY TOH/LEE KJ
DARREN LOH
JESLIN HO JIA LING
WENDY LIM
CARA
GEENA NEO
ZIQI
ANDREW
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