i realised that being lonely is so boring. friends are fucking up sep that KJ. dont know what's his problem man. because of 1 girl he like that. useless bum. so far. the only friends i liked to go out with is them. but slowly peeling off. =( well, i dont really like to have many friends, i think its so troublesome. so i tend not to talk to them and slowly, we two are strangers. haha. i realised hp contect like have 200 people. but i think i only talking to 10 people. i dont knowwhere i get the rest from. anyway, i so scared to fall in love again. althought i know there's ups and downs but still afraid. HUIFANG is really one my best girlfriend i had. maybe i have other nice gfs but i did not really appreciate them and maybe i was young at that time. imagine my ex before huifang are all like 1month? then i say byebye. guess i have taken reletionship seriously when i meet her but it didnt worked out. i also dont know why am i saying this thought. been thinkin of her now and then but i think i got to move on with life. its not that i dont love her but its just that we reached a stage where our reletionship cannot move on due to some reason and i rather give it up then just carrying it on. but you hav brighten up my days and i have changed abit for the better. smile.