back again. well, it feels good to be special or needed once in awhile. but i'm kind of lazy when someone is needed by me. haha. been kind of boring this few days. gotta head home before 9pm, kind of bored. well, there's good and bad about it issit it. hmm..the bad thing is that, i cant shop till late or play till late as before. like till 4am? no more pubs or drinking sessions. haha. good thing is that i could be a good boy? spend more time with my parents. haha. but my dad is becoming more and more naggy as he grows. come back only and start nagging at me. just bear with me i guess. gangs coming back in like 2 more days? dont know if they bought anything back for me from china. missed them. haha. valentine days are trouble for guys. first, we had to think of so many 'bright and new ideas' on where to go and scond, we have to spend a bomb on the things. i spend like 100 bucks before the day can?! its crazy. RANDY say that i am foolish. haha. maybe, maybe not. but its something special that you got to feel it on your own and words cannot explain everything. even thought my girlfriend is not what i see in my 'dream' girl but i still love her alot. people say she is stupid, BTC, valgue, rough, but i guess like what my friend once told me. you get to see the good points she has too, that some girls lack of. not everyone is perfect. so even if some guy get a pretty girl or a understanding girl. but she has her good and bad points which some of us cant see. haha. OH YEA. i hate taking photos.(J) haha. smile.

this is a bastard child. (pancake) JY dog.