hey! realised quite a number of people came to my blog and read. haha. shall decide to post. toady new year is SO BORING can. ang bao so little. like peanuts. lucky got mahjong to entertain me. qin quite a bit from mahjong. ang bao really piss me off. i shall not go and collect ang bao. just make money from mahjong. think its a better way off. haha. valentine's day is coming. i find life is really boring. there's not much fun. maybe it is SINGAPORE that is boring. nothing to do in singapore. expenses all so high. the rich stay rich. the poor stay poor. i really miss my riches days. damn my grandfather. he is the cause of me now. idiot fucker. i know some people will think i am bad. but if you were me, you will also hate him. my dad treat him as gold. he treat my dad as shit after my dad lost his company. and because of who? my GRANDFATHER. bloody idiot. and my DEAR. hias. dont want to talk about it man. my friends seems to understand me so much better than her. my world is kind of half fuck. faster go army better. stay in camp and slack. maybe going in august. and i got probation can. fuking fatso played me out. 22nd feb going trial. my guess. 1 year. maybe mroe. sian. and my buddies in CHINA. arghs. missing them already. faster come back can? haha. well...nights. smile.